"Austria Bound"
Munich winked in our rear-view mirror and we rolled south, John and I, for Austria or bust, two 19 year-old soldiers with a weekend pass, running behind the Alps' shadows that swept the autobahn clean before our chugging, bastard Ford, passed slick and smooth by black BMW's and Porsches like we were in reverse. When the hash burned up, we switched to German beer, cool and pungent on our tongues, spoke of the Nurnberg whores: muscle-lithe, young and feisty as fillies on a crisp morning, and bragged how often and how many we'd fucked and which had the cutest ass-dimple or blue-fire eyes. Then we were up into the mountains and cresting Austria. A white river snaked on our left so I slammed the brakes and we scrambled out to drink and wade in the liquid ice that ankle-streamed us into numbed and legless cranes, and thrummed down the steep hill as if the whole world depended on a single stream's tumbling love for depths. Back into our busted Ford, we slung skyward like a crooked arrow toward the peak's one eye, up and around, smart-ass dervish cowboys, then out of the car in a race of half-stoned rubes, arm-punching and fighting our way to the lip of the world's horizon and there, right down there, a vast cry of light rose up. Salzburg lifted and fell on the breast of the earth. It was death-quiet and John fell down to his knees and I stood up on the air into a swagger-float above the ground at the mountain's brow, and I had no dream in my pocket to help me recall the words that this hovering above deep lights called for, but I saw, oh god, my dreamed, mistress city, and what I could not speak but knew: a thousand years of children on the razored cliffs in their moon-reflected sweat, and all the cowbells of mountained Europe old and dusty, chiming and pealing to the song I knew I could teach them to sing. So I settled to the glomming earth, and we stood in the world with nothing but air above or beside, though clouds went under and the brushed hills folded like fans at our feet. © 2007 Charles Musser
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